Riding the wave... or not!!

Do you have those times in life where you feel that life itself is just taking you over? I feel like we are just running trying to stay a little bit ahead of everything. Sometimes succeeding, sometimes feeling that wave come over the top of me and spin me like a washing machine until I don't know what end is up!!
May seems to always be that way. Maybe because it is the end of the school year and we are scrambling to make sure everyone is ready to graduate and move on all the while the kids are so done with school. They are so much harder to motivate! Maybe it because I have 3 children born in May the 12th, 17th and 25th. That always feels overwhelming! Or maybe it is because you finally see the sun and think it is time to do a lot of projects including those makeovers on yourself!! (Right now I think I would just be thrilled to see some sun period!) Regardless of what it is, May always seems to be like trying to catch the wave only to feel it tumble me down, around and over again!
That being said, I am looking forward to summer and all it brings with it! Kids home, not so many schedules to keep up with. Busy restaurant - so much going on this year! Warm days and evenings, swimming at the lake, hopefully some fishing and maybe even camping. I just love summer!!
On a whole different subject, I have the lesson to teach in Relief Society in a few weeks and I decide what topic. This is always a struggle for me as I would rather be assigned one and then research it etc. So I am having a little trouble coming up with just what to teach. Maybe because I feel so frazzled myself!! I  need it to warm up so that I can go for a long walk and think! So I am praying for some sun and for a little bit of calm!