Isn't that how it works?! I know it isn't... and therefore the funk! There is a small and yet very persistent part of me that wishes I didn't know that I am supposed to endure to the end and that all these things will give me experience and that there is a reason for everything and that I should be enjoying the journey... etc then I could just finally throw my hands in the air and say 'that's it! I give up!' However, I have not been raised that way and I do know all of the above - so unfortunately or fortunately... that is not an option! Instead when I face the world - I put a smile on my face and say 'it will all work out' and keep fervently hoping that if I say it enough that I will believe it and it will be so!
I really don't like these 'funk moods' what do they really accomplish? Maybe it is the opposition factor? I know I feel so much better when I finally come out of it!! ;)
P.S
If you are my neighbor right now - please accept my sincere apology for the loudness of my boys outside right now! I just don't want to bring it inside and as usual they are not listening to me asking them to tone it down!! Feel free to hose them down! ;)
P.S.S
If you are my neighbor right now and have heard me losing it with the above mentioned in the last few days... again accept my apology! (However, do not feel free to hose me down! I think that would only add to my funk! ;)
3 comments:
I am sorry to hear current funk situation. I would attempt to cheer you up but I am currently away from my normal location at a place I call Despondency. Hope I leave soon!
Kell - I hope you do too!! :) thanks for making me smile! Lunch - soon? When is good for you?
I'm sorry about the funk.
I started participating in a summer Book of Mormon Challenge and it hit me the other day that Lehi and family spent 8 years in the wilderness--I wonder how often Sariah might have wondered, "When is this gonna end?" For some reason, that helped me.
Hugs, my sweet friend. I love ya.
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